I Haven't Posted in a Week

You'd think in summer I'd have more time to post, but not so much...

Still working on VBS planning and preparing. I think all the frustration and stress from VBS is affecting me physically. I got a small fever last night. Maybe it is God's way of reminding me not to worry and to trust in Him. Because a good reminder is needed every now and then, especially for me, the insistent individual who thinks she can fix everything on her own.

Not to mention the constant heartaches I'm trying to kick out of my system. Everytime someone hurts me and I hold back my natural reaction of yelling at them or seeking some sort of revenge... it feels like someone punches me in the stomach. Really hard. It's the frustration of being hurt and not being able to do anything about it except wait for Jesus to do His magic. It's the feeling of swallowing pride. It actually hurts. And I think it's been affecting my health too.

Well that's about enough for an update. I'll try to post more frequently, it's just that VBS and life is so...